So today has been a pretty good day but i just keep thinking that my friends never wanna talk to me anymore. They either have a boyfriend or girlfriend to go snuggle up to, or they just cleary act like they don't really wanna talk to me... I'm sick of not talking to anyone but my boyfriend, who is really good company and i love talking to him, but 1. He has graduated from highschool, so i don't get to talk to him during my day at school 2. I wanna talk to someone face to face, i only get to talk to him on the phone(he goes to the community college here, but mom doesn't let me do something with him everyday). My phone never rings, i only call him, even my best friend for the past ten years seems distant. I only txt him too. No one ever txts me any more to just talk. Mostly stupid " your gonna die in 10 seconds if you don't foward this msg to 15 million ppl." My other good friends are always in a bad mood, so they don't wanna talk. They make me feel like that i am a pest, and its kinda making me depressed. I wish my boyfriend was still back at school, because he seems like the best friend i have atm.
And no, they are not distant from me bc i was with my boyfriend all of last year. They started acting like this around the beginning of the semester......
Im not gonna let that bring me down. Im not. Im not Im not Im not.
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