hope unknown?

Yes, I'm going to pull a Lena(character from Beatiful Creatures, its a really good book) and quote some songs and poetry to let it all out.

"Hope unknown, Sometimes just waking is surreal.
I walk right through the nameless ones
I know hopes unknown......
This day never seems to end....
So alone."

"Real life goes undefined, why must you be so missable????"


IF YOURE READING THIS AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.


Ok, so im not that good at quoting such things XD but what i'm really saying is, I'm really upset over all this and i never asked for it. And i didn't go down without a fight, I promise. I really do miss you, but we both have to move on (Even tho i know that we both don't want to) Like our mothers said, we'll feel better in time, but i really really really am sorry. I would do anything to change this and i know you would too. too bad they haven't invented a time machine ne? But also what i'm saying is this: A lot of people that love each other may have to break up a few times and get back together. Maybe, by then, we could get back together. I want to. but like i told you last week, I want to date other people before i'm sure. and..... I want you to date other people too...... I've had two dreams with you in them the past few nights. Theyve been real and i was hoping if you were really in them since the last time i had one like that you maybe had one too... but in both of them your mom was really mad at me T.T. and BTW, you can comment anonymously without an account. but i won't reply back bc id get my hide tanned XD