Tuesday, December 14, 2010

ups and downs

So this is the second day that we've been out of school and thats cool but there are five things that are bugging me and three things that i'm happy about
Irking things
1. Cabin Fever
2. Missning semester Exams
3. Stupid huckleberry Finn comic T.T
4. BOOOOOOREDOM.
5. no one to have snow ball fight with atm T.T

Happy things
1. SNOW IS PERDY.
2. TRON FRIDAY OMG.
3. MY DAD is coming home!!!!

So my new  profile pic is my christmas dance picture. It was a masquerade so i made my own mask. I was able to keep my updo up until sunday night and i had fun, but it wasn't as fun as last year. The only things i wish i could change was a.... well, blog, you should know that by now and b. I wish the friends that came with me would've been more into dancing.
   I've been remiss in my blogging lately bc i've just not felt like blogging XD. and i haven't been in autocad to do so lol.
    Truth is, i've been thinking a lot bout robert lately.. i miss him alot... But i've come to realize that i'm just going to step back and let God take control of my life, and maybe he'll bring robert and I back together. Not a day goes by without my thoughts reaching out for him. I almost think i'm fully healed from it.. and i hope he has too. Only thing I wish was that i could've told him that i was so so so sorry D:. And this winter is gonna be a cold one without his jacket T.T.
    I pray that he is doing well, and if i was to run into him into walmart everything would be ok lol. And i still wear my necklace and the watch he gave me, for without them, i'd feel insecure and not know the time right off the bat XD.
   I've just realized i've got to "Keep calm and carry on"

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

woot pool layout FTW

So this is what i did in autoCAD yesterday :D the things around the fence are trees and the box with the hexagon insie it is a hot tub :D

Monday, November 29, 2010

CRASH, THE ROLLERCOASTER GOES.

So this morning i got on a blog rant. a big one. Truth is, I miss my exbf, I'm hurt by what was transpiring on FB, and I really hope his family isn't mad at me, even tho that seems to be what it sounds like. I dont see why they would be mad at me. I did not cause any of this. My parents weren't happy that my bf was kind of rude with he was being snappy and his txting was rude. I had no controll over the matter. I fought to stay with him, tell you the truth, blog i pitched a fit over the whole shabang D:. Why do i write this on my blog? bc no one reads it, period. I didn't want to change my relationship status on fb bc ppl would see it, so i dont display it anymore. I feel sick, and the thoughts of all the drama is making me sicker. That lack of sleep has caught up with me and i will tell you, it sux.....
And i have the nagging feeling he's gonna txt me when i remember it wont happen T.T

Supergirl.

Members of blogspot, it is never good to take Excederin with instant cappacchino because it is like drinking three redbulls. I'M HYPER AND I AM WEARING A SUPERMAN SHIRT SO CLIMBING THE STAIRS UP HERE FELT LIKE FLYIN UP HUR. I'm in a happy go lucky mood and wit all the drama that happened the week before last I'm lettin it go. LETTING IT GO. Thats right. Im not happy with facebook bc ppl say what they want whether its hurtful or not so you know what?? guess who's not gonna care too much about her facebook anymore?! IM NOT. BUT IM LETTING IT GO.
Alright, so the reason why i took excederin with coffee was bc last night i got no sleep AT ALL. I went to sleep at 9:30 PM the woke up with confusing dreams wide awake at midnight. So i stayed up and read the last 100 pages of Huckleberry Finn and the last episode of my Teen Titans comic book. I had insomnia and i didn't get any real sleep till 5 AM....... aaand woke up at 6 T.T

Saturday, November 27, 2010

hope unknown?

Yes, I'm going to pull a Lena(character from Beatiful Creatures, its a really good book) and quote some songs and poetry to let it all out.

"Hope unknown, Sometimes just waking is surreal.
I walk right through the nameless ones
I know hopes unknown......
This day never seems to end....
So alone."

"Real life goes undefined, why must you be so missable????"


IF YOURE READING THIS AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE.


Ok, so im not that good at quoting such things XD but what i'm really saying is, I'm really upset over all this and i never asked for it. And i didn't go down without a fight, I promise. I really do miss you, but we both have to move on (Even tho i know that we both don't want to) Like our mothers said, we'll feel better in time, but i really really really am sorry. I would do anything to change this and i know you would too. too bad they haven't invented a time machine ne? But also what i'm saying is this: A lot of people that love each other may have to break up a few times and get back together. Maybe, by then, we could get back together. I want to. but like i told you last week, I want to date other people before i'm sure. and..... I want you to date other people too...... I've had two dreams with you in them the past few nights. Theyve been real and i was hoping if you were really in them since the last time i had one like that you maybe had one too... but in both of them your mom was really mad at me T.T. and BTW, you can comment anonymously without an account. but i won't reply back bc id get my hide tanned XD

Sunday, November 21, 2010

So Sad..

    My parents made me break up with my boyfriend... Its depressing but he did text my friend saying he would wait till my parents no longer controlled who i dated... Two years together now two years to wait D:. But the thing i hate is i have to date other guys... there is no other guy i want to date... *cries*

Friday, October 29, 2010

So Happy

So last night i was really uber tired and stuck in a people flooded walmart. I was zoned out and then all of a sudden my mom says "Hey robert!" I look, and there was my boyfriend :DDD it was like the heavens opened up and i got a mental slap in the face(a good one). I woke up XD. I was so happy to see him!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

so embarrassed...

Omg i am so flushed!!! so theres a guy i talk to alot in my class, and today he and I were talking about horror movies and i told him about playing silent hill and turning the blood purple so it wasn't so gory..... He just looked at me.. I fail at conversation.... then I started talking about Glee last night and told him how i was asking my friend if she thought wed see john stamos in laundere and he gave me an "Ummmmm awkward" look DX........ i am so ashamed...
And on top of that i got to talk to my boyfriend last night... Hes got a cold and i may get to see him next week. I'm excited about seeing him... but but but i'm nervous too!!!! I haven't seen him in two months. i'm uber nervous DDDDDD:

Tuesday, September 28, 2010

   It is a month today since my parents stopped all contact with me and my boyfriend... I still miss him a lot but now its been a little easier to cope with.. But still hard.
   I was thinking last night about how he had that awesome ability to make all the bad things in my head go away.. His presence was purifying to my mind. I love him so much. I The way he would always offer to hold my hands between his  if he noticed they were cold. I loved it when i would think a loud "the sky is very beautiful today" and he would say in reply "Not as beautiful as you." I miss talking on the phone with him, goodness i could talk to him about anything, whether it would be "guess who's going out with who" or "Oh geez my pms is bothering me so badly." Before we were officially dating he and i spent seven hours on the phone with each other. I miss going to movies with him, cuddling up and sharing popcorn. I miss calling him "Love" or "Wolfie" or "Querido(spanish for dear)". I miss spending ten whole minutes construing a good night txt message to him, and not being satisfied with it if it sounded like the one i sent the night before. I miss hugging him, kissing him, and drawing away as quickly as we hear parents coming. I miss listening to music with him.. I miss having in depth, logical conversations on certain topics. I miss running my fingers through his black, curly hair that complemented his big brown,warm eyes. I miss how when he laughed he would toss his head back and smile real big. I miss going to church with him, or him going to church with me. Now that i haven't been able to see him i've been so lonely on friday nights because, no one else is free to do stuff.
     I don't want to be without him. Right now i feel as if i am missing a piece of me... When I think of him it feels like a fairy tale that happen so long ago D:. But i feel better when i curl up in his lettermans jacket

Tuesday, September 21, 2010

hmmm

so that hole in my chest i mentioned bout a week or two ago? its like its.... gone. cemented over. i still  worry about robert...and i still wanna see him...but its like...i'm healing... i mean, love, its great if you get a job n all.. i miss you like the dickens too. but if you want to know how i'm feeling read the lyrics to vanilla twilight.

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Friday, September 10, 2010

omg seriously?!

i am like.. so depressed. its worse than it was last week.. I feel like their is a big ol hole in my chest ever since i have had to change the fb status from "in a relationship" to "Its complicated".. I am so upset i could cry..... i can think of a few things could possibly cheer me up right now:
1. If my boyfriend called me to say he had a job.
2. if my boyfriend showed up at the door with a bunch of flowers saying he had a job and he was taking me out to dinner because he was so sorry.
3. if my friend asked me if i wanted to come over and play spiderman on his ps3
4. If AFI were to parachute in my yard ATM and say they heard i was heartbreaking and wanted to give me a private concert..
5. if i got a call from Little Caesars saying i was hired....
6. or the simplest... if i found out Jade Puget actually commented on my blog... keep on dreaming girly.

Thursday, September 9, 2010

its been a week and 2 days since my parents have banned me from seeing my boyfriend till he gets a job... I'm not mad at them, because seriously, he has had a chance to get one all summer and he didn't D:... So someone needed to say something... Oh well i guess it is a good thing because he needs a wake up call.. everyone thinks i need to break up with him... and its not like he's being a jerk its just that he's a tad bit immature and unmotivated.....
I'm kinda over it now that i've had friends to hang out with but now i'm just wanting someone to cuddle with D:

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Oe kin ne yom nihawang. thats Na'vi for "I also need to eat too." i scribbled it down on a post it earlier.. I'm sitting in my schools library waiting on one of my friends to take a break from library assist to go eat... o.o i've been hungry since the period before last ;_;...... ugh... i miss you robert already.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

back in CAD again, and since my computer doesn't have microsoft flash 220850725984759873.5 i can't play any of these mindless internet games T.T. So i thought id go read some My Life is Average.... and i believe this is the best thing i've read in a while on there:

Today, I went to a wedding. The bride walked down the isle to the Zelda theme. MLIA

So fellow bloggers, I think im going to have them play zelda's lullaby when i walk down the isle.... like... ten years at the most from now. my boyfriend wants to do sunrise sunset  :(... i would like cannon in D

Monday, August 9, 2010

first day of school

Ah!! Im in my second period CAD class atm... and guess what? i'm the only girl in the whole class of ........ about 27 guys XD... but my girly guy friend is in here also so i dont feel so alone and plus the teacher is a girl too. i'm excited ;3. Next period i have AP english III and im kinda scared... i dont know anyone in there cept my friend kiersten and one girl i used to be friends with but for some strange reason she has a problem with me so she doesn't talk to me anymore... AAAAnyways im looking forward to this year. i'm a lot more excited about it bc one of my friends changed his classes up and now he has two classes with me :D

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

tell me if im acting all spoiled brat or not:
I wish my boyfriend would make or do stuff for me... like:
1. bring me flowers every so often (he never does)
2. take me out on nice dates (he doesn't have a job...ditto :( )
3. he plays clarinet AND saxaphone.... can he seranade me?!?!?!!!!!
4. get a job so him and i wont have to break up :(.
5. just.... be a man.

I mean, he's a super nice guy and all, just doesn't know how to be attentive..... This is just making me super uber depressed.... I'm really starting to think if its time to move on... If he doesn't get a job by the 31st, mom and dad aren't going to let him and i date anymore :(

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Ugh..

Is shick... is in need desparately of sum healing potion....... This has gone on long enough! i have been sick since friday..

Monday, June 28, 2010

Best Facebook status ever...

So i don't know this guy who posted it, but he's friends with one of my friends so thats why the post appeared on my homepage XD. Since i don't know them all, i blocked their faces out, but, their colors coordinate with their statuses so like Mr. Red put up the status so if he comments on it he's blocked out in red too.


Friday, June 25, 2010

3vil computers.

i decided to whine about how my blog layout cameout on the my computer

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

80TH POOOOST

I just realized it and thought to make a big deal ^. Anyways, right now i'm babysitting some of the most well behaved kids in the world. They are 11 and 8 so theyre not that hard to watch. Theyre so sweet! but the only thing is i have to be here at 6 AM. but its not that bad.
im so tired tho because this makes the third morning in a row that i have had to gotten up early. Monday mom had to go to chattanooga for a surgery so i go up at 3:30 AM to go with them. yesterday morning i had to be here. tomorrow i'll have to be here. but thats ok. Friday the only thing i'z gotz to worryz aboutz is art lessons which dont start till 10:30. so i'm sleeping in.. A LONG TIME.

Sunday, June 13, 2010

I love my new blog layout

I love tie dye. i need to make a new tie dye shirt though... oh well. So summer has started and i am feeling lazy and fat... but thats self explanatory bc i need to cut back on the cokes and drink more water..
In tennesee we have had a straight week of 90 degree and up weather, and its been humid so the more reason why one would want to stay inside.. i wish it would not be as humid.. boy i want a pool :(
All ive been doing lately is been playin video games LOL
Luigis Mansion Pictures, Images and Photos
aaand
Ace Attorney: Investigations ~ PTA Gaming Pictures, Images and Photos which my little brother has lost my ds, so im bummin off his XP

right now i'm reading this really wacky book (its awesome!)
hourglass door photobucket Pictures, Images and Photos

Sunday, May 30, 2010

FINALLY

So, i finally figured out how to get piccys from my phone to my computer. This is great bc now i can post my AFI concert piccies :D. I hated it bc these pictures took me standing on my tippy toes holding my phone up over my head... i looked like a doofus i bet.


Saturday, May 29, 2010

I'm so exhausted. Thursday night i went to a friends house for a slumberparty and stayed up till 3:15 AM playing DDR.
It was awesome, but playing Dance Dance Revolution is killer on a tiled floor. So then today i walked around walmart for two hours and then after that i ran from the garage to the computer runing tiles back and forth. my feet are KILLING me. :(

Thursday, May 27, 2010

LAST DAY OF SCHOOOOOOOL!!!

TODAY IS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL FOR ME!!! We wouldve gotten out yesterday, but today is a makeup day for all the snow we've had in January-march-April. Right now i'm sitting out in my moms classroom waiting for her class to do this paper rocket project. don't worry its not REAL rockets. She bought this rocket launcher from one of her old college teachers a couple of years ago. This is the only picture i found of it on a blocked school internet site :(
Its a PVC pipe contraption hooked up to a source of pressure(air compresser, etc). then you make a rocket, which is a rolled up piece of paper with a penny taped to the end of it for  landing purposes. you can even make wings to put on the end of your rocket.


Heh, rough sketch of what the rocket looks like. not too shabby :D

Thursday, May 13, 2010

My yugioh card

Aloneness....

I'm not in a good mood today. At all. So im kinda ticked bc one of my friends is upset at me. I'll explain:

So, I think homosexuality is really, really, really, REALLY, wrong. But i have friends who are because, everyone, it is wrong to judge ppl. And my gay friends are probably some of the nicest ppl i know. so my motto is: hate the sin love  the sinner. I let them know its wrong, but its what ever they wanna do.

So today one of my gay friends tried to get me to hold her hand to be funny and all. But i knocked away and didn't say anything about it. She tried again and she was like "Your treating my hand like its the plague or something." And i finally said, "I don't want people to get the wrong idea about me." And my poor friend, has depression problems and she's super sensitive. And i didn't say it mean. Just... saying it. And guys, she was just kidding with the holding the hand thing, but i don't want ppl thinking im gay. I am straight straight straight straight straight. As a line. STRAIGHT.

Now she's upset at me. Im also annoyed at the other friend (who is also straight) bc she thinks that she can act so darn hyper with this stupid high pitched voice thinking she is an ANIME CHARACTER. Gosh, it gets on my freaking NERVES. Because
1. I know its not her real voice.
2. I hate it. I hate it.
3. Its such a fake voice.

Ok, gotta get to class, so i'm going to get off my high chair.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

I look back on 9-11 and wish I was at least the age I am now so I could grasp the enormity of the that fateful day when the two planes crashed into the Twin Towers. I was only seven when it happened and I wasn’t even that upset about it. All I remember was that the teacher of my class at the time turning on the TV murmuring something about some “bad plane crashes,” and then the next thing I knew was that the whole school was going home early. I was excited about getting out of school at twelve, but still didn’t really know what was going on. I wasn’t scared either until I found out that there were bad men that were trying terrorize the nation and I was scared that they were going to fly a plane into my house next, but the fear didn’t last long because seven year olds aren’t really understand it. To them, fear was the decorations hall in Target on Halloween.


I believe we as kids don’t really try to understand the news or politics under we’re about 13 years old, because it’s a little high over our heads, and the fact that children kind of focus on their small little world and not the bigger reality around them. For me, politics was just a regular old social studies lesson, where the government was divided into three branches and so on. I guess it was really a good time to get into politics when I was in 8th grade because that’s when Obama v. Clinton v. McCain’s race for president started. That was what got me into watching the world news every night, and today I still do.

During a dictatorship, children are the most susceptible to fall under brainwashing because they think what the dictator is doing is just how the world is. Anita didn’t really know about Trujillo until she listened in on what her father and Tio Toni was talking about. Her parents were lucky that she went to an American School were they didn’t really praise Trujillo besides her going to the academy that Lorena went to where they practiced

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

reasons why i keep wanting to watch labyrinth again. and again. and again AND AGAIN. Thx to mom, who suggested i started watching it yesterday.\
i am now a HUGE jareth fangirl.(but isn't every girl who watches labyrinth?!)

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Research Paper :(

Jan Berenstain: A Beary Good Artist




Jan Berenstain and her husband, Stan, have entertained children with their Berenstain Bears books for over the last sixty years (Stoneman13). The illustrated books talk about wholesome family morals with a funny, lighthearted approach and a family full of bears who lived in a tree house. The adventures the bears encountered in the books mirrored Jan and Stan’s own family life and everyday obstacles. While raising sons Leo and Micheal (Berenstain 125), the Berenstains spent countless days in their office thinking up of new ways for Papa Bear to mess up, Sister and Brother Bear to get caught in the middle of it, and Mama Bear to fix it all up. Jan’s deepest passion, her love of art, has built up a beautiful career with the partnership of Stan and has brought her from scribbling in her father’s illustrated books (Berenstain 11) to making her own beloved children’s books.

Jan’s love of art started early and followed her up through college where she met Stan. Her art obsession was probably inherited from her father, Alfred Grant, who was a carpenter by day and attended art school by night (Harris 22). Jan would get her inspiration for drawing from the Sunday cartoons because she felt like the finely-drawn comics would “challenge” her to draw them (Berenstain a. 28) After she graduated high school in 1941 (Harris 22), she attended the Philadelphia Collage of Art (McLeod 1) where she met her future lifelong partner. According to Jan, her and Stan’s first meeting was “love at first sight” (Harris 22). Within weeks after they met, Jan and Stan were starting to the movies together and on drawing dates to the zoo to draw their favorite animals which were bears (Harris 23). Their plans to get married, however, were interrupted by the bombing of Pearl Harbor (Berenstain b. 73). Stan was drafted by the army to become a medical artist (Berenstain a. 28-29), while Jan went to work at a factory that built wing parts for sea planes (McLeod 1).

After the war was over, Jan’s career as an artist kicked off when she married Stan in 1946 (McLeod 2). The worked together on many cartoons to send out to multiple newspapers and magazines a week, but none were ever accepted (McLeod 2). After having about a year’s worth of rejections, the couple went to go confront the editor of the Saturday Evening Post (McLeod 2), John Bailey (Berenstain b. 119), for advice on why none of their cartoons were selling (McLeod 2). Bailey suggested the Berenstains did a cartoon focused on something different, like family life (McLeod 2). Following his encouragement, the Berenstains created their first successful cartoon called “Its All in the Family” (Harris 23). The cartoon was featured in magazines such as McCall’s and Good Housekeeping (Harris 23), and in 1951, the Berenstains published their first book for adults titled The Berenstain Baby Book (Harris 24).

Interested in the children’s books their sons were reading, Jan and her husband were inspired to do a children’s book of their own (Berenstain a. 29). They wanted to grab children’s attention with a humorous approach they way Dr. Seuss had done with his new books at the time and felt that they could write stories based on their own family humor to little kids (Berenstain a. 29). Soon enough they got a contract with Beginners Books (Berenstain b. 141) and joined together with Theodore Geisel, Dr. Seuss himself, to work on their first book (McLeod 3). The Berenstains had an idea of a book with a talking bear family as characters who lived in a tree house, while Geisel pushed them very hard on what the bears where really about (Harris 24). According to Stan, he would ask them questions such as “Who are these bears?...Why do they live in a tree? What does Papa do for a living? What kind of pipe tobacco does he smoke?...What sort of family is it?....” (Berenstain b. 145-146). Finally in 1962 (Berenstain a. 29), the Berenstains published their first children’s book titled The Big Honey Hunt (Harris 24). The hard work they put into making the book showed, because it was so popular it was practically disappearing off the shelves. Geisel was immensely impressed and called the Berenstains demanding “More bear books!” (Harris 24)

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Thursday, April 15, 2010

welcome home....

I have that song ^ stuck in my head atm... I saw that coheed and cambria won the mtv march madness and thats the only song i know by them.. WHICH ITS AN AWESOME SONG!!!!

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

PEOPLE IF YOU ARE THERE. I would like sum feedback! If you read my blog just comment on this post and i beg you don't have to comment anymore! if your not on blogger just go by Anonymous!

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Generally in class, i am a really good student. I do my work and behave the best i can. I never talk, especially in english, bc my one of my friends either talking to her boyfriend or my other friend, who does not want to talk to me bc i didn't invite her to another friends house to play JU-ON haunted house sim. So i'm generally quiet and do my work. I feel that i just got ask probably the most hurtful question by a teacher that i had ever been asked. We were getting started on outlining a paper we are doing and she gave us class time to do so. So i set to work. I almost got my first section down, and when the bell rang, i got up and she asked me, "Savannah did you get anything down on paper?"
She probably didn't mean anything by it, but to me it made me think to my teacher that i am probably off task and being stupid...... Where some smart kids worry about getting an A or B, I am worried about what my teachers think of me..... In Spanish, i think my teacher doesn't like me.... Mom says that maybe he's imtimidated by my smartness or whatever. I think its because i am the smart kid know it all. I'm not being cocky, just talking.

Thursday, April 1, 2010

I did it!!! I have been messing with my journalism teacher's photoshop during class and have successfully made Jade Puget into a Na'vi from Avatar. He doesn't have a tail, but thats because i could find one on the internet to put on him..

Here's the original picture:
I feel accomplised at the minute :)

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

SONGS SONGS SONGS. MUSIC.

A mr. Puget posted this on his blog..... its a MTV bracktology between bands. I have to say a few things about this:
1. OMG. its AFI vs. Muse. that is a good match, personally. But i wanna go with AFI bc theyre just that awesome.
2. Coheed and Cambria beat Paramore?! no. no. no.
3. 30 seconds to Mars beat Blink 182?!!!!!?? well, for that, 3TM is going to get murdered by MCR.
4. I find it funny that they let Patrick Stump against Pete Wentz. I love them both, so i cant choose, oh wait, i can. Its called FALL OUT BOY. Poor Patrick is going to get beat by the White Stripes....
5. 3oh3 vs. Breaking Benjamin?! Ha! that is no contest for the awesome Breaking Benjamin! They should've put them against OKGO and then against the white stripes....

Also, i need to put some songs i need to download on my MP3:
Days of the Pheonix
Gotta Get Away
Assasin
..... if i can think of more ill edit this post

Thursday, March 25, 2010

and on top of that, i found out Jade Puget is actually 36 years old.................... shocker, i thought he was 34....................................................................................................................i am actually shocked... btw i had a dream that davey havok dyed his hair lime green... since we are  being weird and all...

I think i'm growing antennae

So today has been a pretty good day but i just keep thinking that my friends never wanna talk to me anymore. They either have a boyfriend or girlfriend to go snuggle up to, or they just cleary act like they don't really wanna talk to me... I'm sick of not talking to anyone but my boyfriend, who is really good company and i love talking to him, but 1. He has graduated from highschool, so i don't get to talk to him during my day at school 2. I wanna talk to someone face to face, i only get to talk to him on the phone(he goes to the community college here, but mom doesn't let me do something with him everyday). My phone never rings, i only call him, even my best friend for the past ten years seems distant. I only txt him too. No one ever txts me any more to just talk. Mostly stupid " your gonna die in 10 seconds if you don't foward this msg to 15 million ppl." My other good friends are always in a bad mood, so they don't wanna talk. They make me feel like that i am a pest, and its kinda making me depressed. I wish my boyfriend was still back at school, because he seems like the best friend i have atm.
And no, they are not distant from me bc i was with my boyfriend all of last year. They started acting like this around the beginning of the semester......
Im not gonna let that bring me down. Im not. Im not Im not Im not.

Monday, March 22, 2010

So today was my turn to drive in Drivers Ed. I did ok. But in the middle of it my sinuses started to get the best of me... Whenever my instructor said left, i turned right.... I also saw my dad. HE PASSED ME :(

Friday, March 19, 2010

Happiness.....

So after turning my room upside down and messing it up even more, my necklace was found. When i was going to bed my mom came in to tell me good night and she started looking for it in all the places i looked before. Then after she gave up, saying "i know we'll find it, savannah, don't worry." Something had caught her eye. "There it is." she reached over and grabbed something off of one of the iron curves in my daybed frame. "Is this it?" she asked and held my necklace up. So i'm in a really good mood today because my mom had found my necklace. I love my mom, she is so awesome.
Good news, i didn't have any nightmares last night either. I dreamed that a couple of my friends and i decided to run away from home and live like hobos. We ate fast food and slept in department stores and the van we were driving around in... But we ran out of money and decided to go back home--We had only been gone for a  week. So i got home, expecting to be chewed out by my parents. My mom on the other hand, had been angry that i left home, but she had decided that she was ok with it and knew that i would end up coming home in the end anyways.
So right now, i will go induldge myself in the latest Maximum Ride book: Fang. I really hope Fang doesn't die. I will cry for him if he does.... He's my favorite character.

Thursday, March 18, 2010

So Today has been a bunch of ups and downs, pros and cons. I woke up feeling great but later found that i couldnt find where my necklace that i wear EVERY DAY was. I feel that i can't convey to you ppl how important that necklace is to me...  i cried and cried about it till i had to go to school... My boyfriend gave me that necklace on our first Valentines day together about a year ago. I have not gone a day without wearing it sense. So to you married ppl, it would be like losing your wedding ring. To you rockstars(if you read my blog which i highly doubt) it would be like losing the guitar that you played your first show in or your lucky underwear. that necklace is a part of me that if taken away or lost i couldn't adjust properly.... I am still deeply upset about losing it and when i get home my room will be turned upside down looking for my prized possesion....
Before that, I got up at 5:30 because i had a really bad dream and felt like if i went back to sleep, it would haunt me again... So i dreamed that i took my best friend to an AFI concert. We got there really early, so we rushed to the front barricade... but it wasn't a barricade. Imagine a brick wall painted white about 4 ft high.... high enough to where you could put your elbows on it. Well, beyond the weird barricade was a pit, you know, like the ones that you see in front of the lions at the zoo. Well, the stage was behind it. You couldn't see into the pit.. it lead to darkness... Well, during the opening band, these ppl kept jumping from the top of the barricade over the pit to the stage. This girl next to me jumped across and the chick who was the lead singer of the band said "Wait, i thought you weren't allowed to stage dive...." The girl looked at her and said "oh right." and she jumped... but too short. I heard her scream as she fell down the pit.... It was haunting....
I woke up.. That was probably the worst dream i have had since this one i had about "The Grudge"....

Saturday, March 13, 2010

AFI Concert

So yes, i did get to go see AFI last night. It was so awesome! Now i need new things to put on my "things to do"......... I'm trying to figure out a way to put my pics from my phone on here....

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

So, i wish i had wings so i coud fly. But i pondered about it and thought"I live in redneck hunter city, and if i got wings, i would be mistaken for a big ginormous duck. then some redneck would see me and think 'oh look at dat dere HUGE duck, who cares if its out of season, i'mma shootin' this sucker'" and thus ppl, i would be shot by some carhart wearing red ryder bb gun wielding..... idiot.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

The Dream's Gonna Come True

I am going to get to go see AFI. OMGMOMGMOMGOMGMGOMGOGMOGMGOMG........ I CAN'T WAIT.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

SNOW PEOPLE.

Yes, it is snowing again in Tennessee. I'll try to put some pictures up later but we got out of school at 9:00

Friday, February 19, 2010

Good Sunny Day :)

So today was such a good day. The sun is shining, it feels awesome outside and i was told in journalism that my graphics looked great :)))).
  .. NOw i just got to figure out something to do with robert tonight. I live in this really small town, where the mall's bookstore and Goody's closed, and the only places to hang out is hastings and the movie theater... i'm a little tired of hastings atm....bc i've gone there a lot the past few weeks.... I dont' wanna hang out at my house bc i have been stuck there the past week... i feel like going bowling. I hope that they're not crowded tonight...

Thursday, February 18, 2010

So like today i had some major mood swings. At the beginning of the day i was a little sleepy just letting time passed by while i was at school. Today has been our first day back since last Thursday, due to school out on friday and presidents day on monday and tuesday and wednesday we were out for snow.... So anyways Today was the supposed start of this new hour lunch deal, where everyone in the whole highschool had lunch from 11:45-12:38 and you could eat any where in the school. Well, me kiersten and shelley just meandered around school for a little while munchin on some chicken sandwiches and french fries... I kinda was really hyper bc it felt good just to walk around and chat... but then Newspaper class started which really bum me out bc its like the editors  don't want to credit me for any work, then they start dissing the heart graphic that i put time and effort into to make for them.... I really do hate that class... I'm going to take Art next year...
so now i'm a little down bc of that little incident... now i'm sitting around in my mom's classroom waiting for her to get back from a meeting...

BUT. On a happier note, i am going to share one of my favorite poems of all time by Emily Dickson.. Here it is:

I am Nobody. Who are you?
Are you- Nobody- Too?
Then there's a pair of us!- Don't tell!
They like to advertise you know!

How dreary to be Somebody!
How public- like a Frog,
To tell your name the livelong June,
To an admiring bog!

Now, i posted this bc we read it in English II. And it is an awesome poem.. because like this blog, Its great to be Nobody :)

Saturday, January 23, 2010



Conan O'brien is my favorite tonight show host. I am really sad that they took him off of it. He was a lot better than Jay Leno. I think you people at NBC didn't even give Conan a chance.... Jay should stay on the nine o clock show and Conan on the tonite show. and i love Andy and his segway podium :)